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This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-ShareAlike 3.0 Unported License. </description><title>Part With it, Start Again</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @emiisstrange)</generator><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>heuristicbias:

Black Wing - Black Wing, another project of Dan...</title><description>&lt;iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_50699818239" src="http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50699818239/audio_player_iframe/emiisstrange/tumblr_mmx9obbU3k1qfht0s?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Femiisstrange%2F50699818239%2Ftumblr_mmx9obbU3k1qfht0s" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://heuristicbias.tumblr.com/post/50626787330/black-wing-black-wing-another-project-of-dan"&gt;heuristicbias&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Black Wing - Black Wing, another project of Dan Barrett (Have a Nice Life/Giles Corey/many more incredible tingz)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;He has it listed as electronic/chillwave/depressive/goth which are kinda good descriptors cause what is any of his music&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;i come in last or i never come in &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;why wont anyone do something &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;im fucking dying &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;and its all right &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;i’d rather sleep &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;I am empty and I won’t fight &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Carry me out, bury my mouth &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Fill it up, so I can’t speak &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;I’d rather sleep &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Resting on a black wing &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Resting on a black wing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50699818239</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50699818239</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 23:01:41 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>clumsy-words:

So it turns out Bridget is an ENFP/INFP
Aka pretty much all of my friends are ENFPs...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://clumsy-words.tumblr.com/post/50696022630/so-it-turns-out-bridget-is-an-enfp-infp-aka"&gt;clumsy-words&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;So it turns out Bridget is an ENFP/INFP&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Aka pretty much all of my friends are ENFPs or INFPs&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I can totally see Bridget being an ENFP &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50699659793</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50699659793</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 22:59:32 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>kainanteh:

Battle Royale 
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/bee4fcd8bdfef43170e234fb939e333a/tumblr_mmozbqQVdp1rbi0mzo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://kainanteh.tumblr.com/post/50263220643/battle-royale"&gt;kainanteh&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Battle Royale &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50697782336</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50697782336</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 22:33:44 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b8055fde667b0ba2a13a236f691606ed/tumblr_mmy392cdc01rpfx57o1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f96cdf3d1914d9dbd8bc162c7504959f/tumblr_mmy392cdc01rpfx57o2_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50695041457</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50695041457</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 21:55:31 -0400</pubDate><category>that animation though</category><category>absolutely stunning</category></item><item><title>of-all-things:

Work by Jarek Puczel. 
I am infatuated with this...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5x7iwgwdX1qe7134o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://of-all-things.tumblr.com/post/25505230287/work-by-jarek-puczel-i-am-infatuated-with-this"&gt;of-all-things&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Work by &lt;a href="http://free.art.pl/puczel/g.html"&gt;Jarek Puczel&lt;/a&gt;. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I am infatuated with this painting. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50693420967</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50693420967</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 21:31:54 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/afe817626420238342b85e867f9a8789/tumblr_mlkcfosEKL1rv2004o1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50691905269</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50691905269</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 21:09:29 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me00jsIDAP1qcfbcdo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50650634915</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50650634915</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 May 2013 09:32:41 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"there is a loneliness in this world so great
that you can see it in the slow movement of
the hands..."</title><description>“&lt;p&gt;there is a loneliness in this world so great&lt;br/&gt;
that you can see it in the slow movement of&lt;br/&gt;
the hands of a clock&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;people so tired&lt;br/&gt;
mutilated&lt;br/&gt;
either by love or no love.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;people just are not good to each other&lt;/p&gt;”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Charles Bukowski, “The Crunch”  (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://wastedtimewithyou.tumblr.com/"&gt;wastedtimewithyou&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50607083199</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50607083199</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 May 2013 18:41:38 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and..."</title><description>“What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Sylvia Plath (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://arabarabarab.tumblr.com/"&gt;arabarabarab&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50606944902</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50606944902</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 May 2013 18:39:42 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"Hear this or not, as you will. Learn it now, or later — the world has time. Routine, repetition,..."</title><description>““Hear this or not, as you will. Learn it now, or later — the world has time. Routine, repetition, tedium, monotony, ephemeracy, inconsequence, abstraction, disorder, boredom, angst, ennui — these are the true hero’s enemies, and make no mistake, they are fearsome indeed. For they are real.””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;David Foster Wallace, &lt;em&gt;The Pale King&lt;/em&gt; (via &lt;a href="http://deathbystiricide.tumblr.com/" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;deathbystiricide&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50587260194</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50587260194</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 May 2013 13:40:54 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>peashooter85:

The Tibetan Sand Mandala,
The art of sand...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/34f595ccc95c396749fc012490085b34/tumblr_mmvc6jubWP1rwjpnyo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7e33e50606114c8daa31fed981658bf6/tumblr_mmvc6jubWP1rwjpnyo2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/cc33feca5905185ca822a48b8b35195b/tumblr_mmvc6jubWP1rwjpnyo3_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://peashooter85.tumblr.com/post/50545282504/the-tibetan-sand-mandala-the-art-of-sand" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;peashooter85&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The Tibetan Sand Mandala,&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The art of sand mandala’s or sand painting is a Tibetan Buddhist tradition that goes back centuries and can be traced to the first monasteries of Tibet.  Literally made of dyed sand, these large mandalas are often very ornate and extremely beautiful, depicting colorful geometric shapes, Buddhist Deities, religious iconography, and Tibetan historical figures.  The act of creating a sand mandala is akin to meditation as creating such incredible artwork literally one grain of sand at a time takes an incredible amount of focus and discipline. Not to mention, it usually takes several weeks or months to create a proper mandala.  Often monks pray or recite ancient chants while working to help focus the mind.  &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Perhaps the most incredible aspect of this tradition is what is done after the mandala is completed.  After all the rituals and ceremonies are completed and the mandala serves no other useful purpose, it is swept up and the mandala is deconstructed, with the sand being returned back to nature.  This is symbolic of the impermanence of all things.  After all the great philosopher Kerry Livgren (&lt;em&gt;Kansas&lt;/em&gt;) once wrote, “all we are is dust in the wind.”&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50587229299</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50587229299</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 May 2013 13:40:21 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>“And the speaking will get easier and easier. And you will find you have fallen in love with your...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;“And the speaking will get easier and easier. And you will find you have fallen in love with your own vision, which you may never have realized you had. And you will lose some friends and lovers, and realize you don’t miss them. And new ones will find you and cherish you.” &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span&gt;“When I dare to be powerful, to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;- Audre Lorde&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50571362795</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50571362795</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 May 2013 07:47:40 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Narcissistic Personality Disorder</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Symptoms of this disorder, as defined by the DSM-IV-TR, include:&lt;sup class="reference" id="cite_ref-DSM-IV-TR_1-1"&gt;&lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder#cite_note-DSM-IV-TR-1"&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Takes advantage of others to reach own goals&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Expects to be recognized as superior and special, without superior accomplishments&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Expects constant &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attention_seeking" title="Attention seeking"&gt;attention&lt;/a&gt;, admiration and &lt;a class="mw-redirect" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Positive_reinforcement" title="Positive reinforcement"&gt;positive reinforcement&lt;/a&gt; from others&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Envies others and believes others envy him/her&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Is preoccupied with thoughts and fantasies of great success, enormous attractiveness, power, intelligence&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Lacks the ability to empathize with the feelings or desires of others&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Is arrogant in attitudes and behavior&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Has expectations of special treatment that are unrealistic&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p&gt;In addition to these symptoms, other studies show that significant &amp;#8220;internal emotional distress, interpersonal vulnerability, fear, pain, anxiety, a sense of inadequacy, and depressivity can also co-occur with narcissistic personality functioning&amp;#8221;.&lt;sup class="reference" id="cite_ref-8"&gt;&lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder#cite_note-8"&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The symptoms of narcissistic personality disorder can be similar to the traits of individuals with strong self-esteem and confidence; differentiation occurs when the underlying psychological structures of these traits are considered &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pathology" title="Pathology"&gt;pathological&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;strong&gt; Narcissists have such an elevated sense of self-worth that they value themselves as inherently better than others&lt;/strong&gt;, when in reality they have a fragile &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-esteem" title="Self-esteem"&gt;self-esteem&lt;/a&gt;, cannot handle &lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Criticism" title="Criticism"&gt;criticism&lt;/a&gt;, and will often try to compensate for this inner fragility by &lt;strong&gt;belittling or disparaging others in an attempt to validate their own self-worth&lt;/strong&gt;. It is this tendency that is characteristic of narcissism that is not seen in healthy people.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50571174200</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50571174200</guid><pubDate>Thu, 16 May 2013 07:42:00 -0400</pubDate><category>most college kids</category></item><item><title>Ask me anything</title><description>&lt;a href="http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/ask"&gt;Ask me anything&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;Leave a message while I pack&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50547913247</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50547913247</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 22:29:41 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>antiqueasylums:

Binghamton State Hospital.
Binghamton, New...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e519810c5a657b9f314dd7cd12bc5f1b/tumblr_mmrpuhdUr91s4b0ajo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b10f7f43e74cd212cc97ad98b644bf34/tumblr_mmrpuhdUr91s4b0ajo2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://antiqueasylums.tumblr.com/post/50394233533/binghamton-state-hospital-binghamton-new-york"&gt;antiqueasylums&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Binghamton State Hospital.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Binghamton, New York.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The Castle was beautiful in its day. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50511313324</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50511313324</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 15:04:52 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0d391968779be36c6ddd7ed154a20e38/tumblr_mmnpioC3591qkotodo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50510459565</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50510459565</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 14:50:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>officially done with freshman year of college</title><description>&lt;p&gt;officially done with freshman year of college&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50503440864</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50503440864</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 12:41:59 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Chinese Police Beat Monk to Death Over Banned Cassettes</title><description>&lt;a href="http://www.rfa.org/english/news/tibet/cassettes-05142013132742.html"&gt;Chinese Police Beat Monk to Death Over Banned Cassettes&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sftuk.tumblr.com/post/50496086011/chinese-police-beat-monk-to-death-over-banned-cassettes"&gt;sftuk&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Horrific news from Tibet this morning. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;“A Tibetan monk found in possession of recordings of speeches by exiled spiritual leader the Dalai Lama has been beaten to death by Chinese police, according to Tibetan sources. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span&gt;Kardo, formerly of the Champa Ling monastery in Chamdo prefecture of the Tibet Autonomous Region (TAR), was taken into custody on April 21 at his home in Dzogang (in Chinese, Zuogong) county by county police, a Tibetan living in India told RFA’s Tibetan Service on Monday.” &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50496342270</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50496342270</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 10:11:25 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Have A Nice Life - Holy Fucking Shit 40,000</title><description>&lt;iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_50493997416" src="http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50493997416/audio_player_iframe/emiisstrange/tumblr_lx7kl5rH8N1qajiv0?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Femiisstrange%2F50493997416%2Ftumblr_lx7kl5rH8N1qajiv0" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Have A Nice Life - Holy Fucking Shit 40,000&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50493997416</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50493997416</guid><pubDate>Wed, 15 May 2013 09:14:13 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>
Last final of freshman year tomorrow morning!</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/218aa7850b89504b698c97d35dfdca29/tumblr_inline_mmtlj5Hbbi1qd35dt.jpg"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Last final of freshman year tomorrow morning!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50472363084</link><guid>http://emiisstrange.tumblr.com/post/50472363084</guid><pubDate>Tue, 14 May 2013 23:26:00 -0400</pubDate><category>this be me</category></item></channel></rss>
